Hello Bitches.

Sunday, November 30, 2008
woo-Hoo!

( that reminds me 24 more days and im 19. =) )

So!
My weekends were well-spent.
Watched Quarantined with my beloved sisters.
It was very scary thou. But the ending spoilt the whole show..
haha. i was shouting like a pig in the cinema. and i think i was the loudest among all of em.
hahahha. its so me.
i even said out loud.
" i think i can shit in my pants. Wanna make an exit..?"
haha. and my cousins were like "serious??"
hahahhaa.
so after that did a lil shopping around.
My cousin got me a 6 colour pallet eyeshadow from body shop. Love it.
the colours are great..!
and went to miss selfridge and got myself two tops.
cos u buy one,the another is 50% off.
coolness.
then we headed off to sheesha.
okay i think im like going there almost every week now.
hah.

met an old friend at nyte.
im glad to have you back.
seriously.

Sunday was basically a sit at home day and i couldnt stand it.
and i woke up at 7. and slept back again till about 10.47am..
till i heard a knock on my door.
seriously..no one at home heard it. only i did..
and as i walked to my door..i felt glad.i dunno why.
then i heard a scream "SEHA!!!!!"
it was my dearest kak ctea.
i hugged her like fuck.
i felt so glad to have her back with me.
i think she's the only one who can protect me.
and shits do not happen with her around.
i love you so much lah sis. and thanks for the hoodies.
loved it!
we're gonna have fun now till u have to go back again.
cant wait to see you tonight.
now i think she and shahril are like vaneesa and zac. hahaha.

so i went out to downtown with my cousin.
and watched KM31.
it was scary but quite fake.
hahah
so..then went to Hei Sushi and got some
Hana Maki.
its a salmon sushi btw.
and its nice.
7 bucks for four pieces.
i could get a burger king meal with that.
so be it.

now back at work. urgh.
cant wait..
friday is the shit.

4:36 PM
Baby, we'll be forever.

Sunday, November 23, 2008
Happy people attract happy people.

Urgh.
Boss is away for reservice.
Now im covering for his work and thats quite a workload.
i think i spent more time finding things then doing things.
but todays incoming is quite alot.

anyways.
my weekends was great,actually. thou it was more of just a "stay-home" weekend.
but i slept over from my cousin's crib from friday till sunday at yew tee.
i was soo afraid into bumping people thou.
So we had sheesha and went hm quite late. then we talked and watched movies till late night.
we had ben&Jerrys' smores and lotsa snacks. seriously alot, i think 2 dozens of donuts from j.co..hahhaa.
then made mac and cheese..damm delicious.
ahaha.met up with another cousin at nyte ate crepes and starbucks. oh yeah.
i hate playing bumper cars.
i dunno how in the hell u managed to get me in that bloody car and drove it ard.
never doing it again. omg. i was so embarrassed!! i was looking ard to see if there were people
i knew. i cant believe if Mr. A actually saw me. o my goodness.

till now i really dunch noe wad to wear for dnd..
looked around for dresses and i was just in love with the topshop one but its just a one-time thing.
thou i budget abt $500 for the whole event. hahahah. vainpot.
i cant wait for december's shopping...!!!!!
i miss going out with fit.
darling, we go out tmr k? we go eat waffles at gelare.. on me!
you dont sad2 anymore.then friday if can we go shopping!!

cannot wait lah..this december so exciting.
january,lagi dont say!!
hahaha.

9:36 PM
Baby, we'll be forever.

Happy people attract happy people.

9:36 PM
Baby, we'll be forever.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

finally.
the workload is finished. jeng jeng jeng jeng.
it took me like 5 days to finish it all.
urgh.

anyways.
haha. wad issit with people who dont rmbr dates?
and i am one of them too.
hurhur.
so eversince my company started using mm-dd-yr,
i got totally confused on dates or months.
believe it or not.
i dun remember my months.
i have to like read it back using my fingers or check using my hp.
hahhaha.
SO..
just now a collegue of mine,
came to my table asking me for a DO.
so i asked him what's the problem.
and he threw a plastic bag on my table and said..
"look at the date of expiry..How can they sell this kinda stuffs too us..very bad knoww..expired already.."
and he was quite pissed..
so i read it and it said "AUGUST 2009."
and i just looked at him and said "why,whats wrong?"
then he said CONFIDENTLY "u another one.."
and i said "EH, ITS ONLY 2008,JAMES"
and he looked and laughed out loud..and said
i always thot its 2009..hahahahahha

i wished it was already 2009.
hurhur...semangat lak tu dtg kat org marah2. LOL.

anyways sarah's just darn cute.
the whole event went smoothly..
thank god.
dad's now at hospital.
having the op now i guess.
dunno if i should visit him later onn..
verrryyy slleeeeepppy.

10:21 PM
Baby, we'll be forever.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

so many things have happened for the past one month.
To be standing up on my own feet and living life happier than ever.
and being stronger than before.
i asked myself "why?" almost everyday recently.
and slowly day by day im getting the answers to everything.
i wish i could just have you back.
i miss you a whole lot and its because of you im staying strong
and planning out my life, my lil one.
i met a girl lately, and somehow our lives seems so similar just that
she had a better luck than mine.
and i kept asking myself "what-ifs"
maybe i was stupid.i was.
i hate you. i shouldnt have listened to you.
i cant believe i actually thought of you as the "perfect" one.
and you just turn out to be a selfish,heartless person. wad a waste.
i wish you heaven but a lil of hell.
but i've never regret anything or having all that with you cos
at that time,u were the man i knew.
then like a coward,u ran away.
but there's a reason why god did it all to me.
and im thankful to Allah for giving me a better life.
i never meant for anything to happen.
in a way,its a lesson learnt. a promise i kept to myself.
something i never would have expected.
day by day, the things i do are things i've never gotten a chance to.
cant wait for the bigger things in life.
work is fine..great actually. dnd would be held at Grand Copthon on the 5th dec.and its next to ZOUK.hahahha. WOO-HOO! haha
so many plans this dec..so excited.
big event happening this dec..
eheemm..25th december dont forget eh!! big day tau!
Cousin coming back on the 29th nov.
finally everything is falling back to its place.
dating wise. urrh. not for now.
definately.
strange, a guy who meets me for a day claims he loves me and think this is true love. HAH.
purleaase. im not into all this anymore.
this would take me a lonnng time. dun blame me, blame him.
my heart is still in the same condition that he left me.
and its better off this way. i'll bring the scars with me to remind me
in life and work harder.
watch me.

and mama tells me i shouldnt bother.
why should i?
hah.

6:26 PM
Baby, we'll be forever.