Thursday, October 16, 2008
you seem to move on easy
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way before?I know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause tonight will be the nightThat I will fall for you over againDon't make me change my mindOr I won't live to see another dayI swear it's trueThis is not what I intendedI always swore to you I'd never fall apartYou always thought that I was strongerI may have failed, but I have loved you from the startAnd hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheapAnd remember me tonight when you're asleepi still love you with all my heart.im not that strong as i thot i was.everyday is like a torture for me.waking up to a day knowing ure gone.everynyte i kept my eyes awake..or i'll cry myself to sleep. thinking why must this happen to me?why must every moment be so hard.cos i cant bear another day.im just lying to myself when i think im okay.im too hurt to move on..even years wouldnt be enough.all i can do now is have faith in god..Give me the strength to stand today.Protect you and make you happy as you used to.i miss him.
i want you back in my life. thats all im breathing for.
7:55 PM
Baby, we'll be forever.
