Thursday, October 23, 2008
urghh.im darn beat.
im getting too obsessed with working.
but im kinda liking it.today someone spotted me with my sillyness.
okay seriously i think i can be really slow like all the time.
Like yesterday i was just talking to my sis like boys.
like how we both wonder if they actually thot about us or even miss us.
then she said " you cant change people,pp. They say changing a human is even worst than changing a mountain."
and semangat i said. "true. i just wanna settle for someone who has it all this time round. wait..U CAN CHANGE MOUNTAINS??!?"
and she said " haiyo. nvm lar pp. You figure it out yourself."
hahaha.
sorry fatty.
anyways.
i saw a pic of me and i cant believe its me. HAHAHA.
oh yeah ana said i look like vanessa hughens.
hahaha. YEY.
anyways i cant wait for kl trip this saturday with FITRI till lomday i'll be back.
hell yeah,we're gonna have so much fun babeh.
shopppPPPPPPPiiiiNNNNNNNNNNGgggggG!!!!!!!!!AND I LOST 5KG DUE TO DEPRESSION AND OP. HOW COOOOOLLL is THAT!i miss you baby.2:08 AM
Baby, we'll be forever.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
you seem to move on easy
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fightingCould it be that we have been this way before?I know you don't think that I am tryingI know you're wearing thin down to the coreBut hold your breathBecause tonight will be the nightThat I will fall for you over againDon't make me change my mindOr I won't live to see another dayI swear it's trueThis is not what I intendedI always swore to you I'd never fall apartYou always thought that I was strongerI may have failed, but I have loved you from the startAnd hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheapAnd remember me tonight when you're asleepi still love you with all my heart.im not that strong as i thot i was.everyday is like a torture for me.waking up to a day knowing ure gone.everynyte i kept my eyes awake..or i'll cry myself to sleep. thinking why must this happen to me?why must every moment be so hard.cos i cant bear another day.im just lying to myself when i think im okay.im too hurt to move on..even years wouldnt be enough.all i can do now is have faith in god..Give me the strength to stand today.Protect you and make you happy as you used to.i miss him.
i want you back in my life. thats all im breathing for.
7:55 PM
Baby, we'll be forever.
