cant believe i stayed up all night waiting for an answer.
im worn out from work.
and i couldnt sleep last nyte thou i was fucking exhausted.

i need a rest. i need to be alone.
i really do.
i need to do some thinking.

maybe a peaceful place and a cup of ben&jerrys.
maybe vodka or ciggs would do me some good.
or maybe it wont be enuf to make me forget what i did to you.

even if i killed myself,it wouldnt be enough to prove to you on how much i really do love you.
maybe. maybe not.
lets not make that an option but an idea.
good.

whatever it is.
thank you all.
to where i am standing ryte now,
cheers to the fucking bullshits.. and the good things that ever happened to me.
im glad it'd all happened.
im glad to meet you and had a chance to be with you.
ure' just the best i'll ever have/had.

goodbye for now.
so long.