Monday, August 18, 2008
If only u knew.
i guess the only way out now is to just rant everything in this blog of mine. Work is good.the boyfriend.?seriously, as days goes by. im hanging on a thread. its a matter of letting go or not. Each nyte i get scared of waking up the next day to know he's gone and never coming back. i don't wanna live my life with any regrets..anymore.bt sometimes i wish he really knew how much i really appreciate him and the love he gave me..i dunno if i'll ever be good enuf for him. he doubts the love i have for him. thinking i always have other "people" in my life..i dunno who to turn to ryte now.my cousin is away...and truthfully not having her around is god damm hard.im not sure if i can do this anymore.i dun wanna let go. i cant let go. i dun wanna hurt him.hun,i really love you with all my heart. i want u and i need u badly..but i cant live like this anymore.whatever i do is a mistake to you.if u loved me..u would gulp it all down. just like i did. for you.for US.dont let go of us tonyte. ever. pls. change your ways.this is our last chance to ever know wad we can be.please yusry. please.
12:30 AM
Baby, we'll be forever.
