Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I wish! Look-alike Meter
WAKAKAKKAKA. LOL.THIS IS CRAP.GUYS READ IT CAREFULLY.HOW IS "NOT MY SON" CAN LOOK EQUALLY LIKE ME AND HIM?AND WORST I WAITED FOR THE PIN TO ACTUALLY GO TO ME.AND PATHETICALLY IT STOPPED IN THE CENTRE. AND I WAS LIKE.. WDF??
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.WAIT.SO MY KIDS WOULD LOOK LIKE HIM????YEY.( YUSRY SO HANDSOME RYTE...) HAHAHAHAH12:51 AM
Baby, we'll be forever.
would you swear to always be mine, YUSRY?
im so bored ryte now.just waiting for time to knock off and head for dinner. thats like in 2hrs 27 mins.i just got a Yakult from the hr people cos i told em i didnt shit. hahaha. how sweet. whatever.baby's prolly sleeping ryte now. and i miss him so badly..i cant wait for tmr and weekends..its gonna be our second anniversary..!!!!!!!!=) and many more to go hun.Randomly he called me on the office phone, and pretended to be an officer and told me they caught Muhd Yusry for theft. For a 20cents sweet. hahaha. how pathetic. And he was so cute cos he called me after and said "b!! i kene tangkap curi gule2." hahaha. semangat sey. so cute. and worst! after i cried that day, unfortunately there wasnt any tissue ard.i used my hoodie sleeves. and he said "eeee." hahahaha. i should have used his sleeves instead. -_-"k. i dunno why im like listening to collide ( i really wished yusry would play that song for me! and howie D is hot ) but like he'll ever..., hero( Enrique? He's hot k.), david cook( hotter.)seriously i dunno wad to talk about.sister got an I-Phone. i think i wanna get one myself.oh yeah. someone said i had legs like Carlos. (the football player.) thats terrible.im so not over that.i really want Mcdonalds. Mcdonalds. Mcdonalds. hun can?? pls.pls.pls.
12:20 AM
Baby, we'll be forever.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
WAKE UP CALL.
eeIt's like whatever I do
Ooh
Just can't get through to you
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh
Now, now she loved me, shawty I loved her
Used to jump up in the maybach and roll out
Used to care, she used to share
The love that she used to give me can't be found
I lost my way, she said she'd stay
And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you said that, "baby no worries I promise to get us back".
I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...It's like moving mountains... hey.
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away.
It's like moving mountains...It's like moving mountains...
Why just leave me?
Just leave me be.
Just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me
just leave me be.
Why you just leave me
just leave me be, ooh.
She, she don't touch me, I don't touch her
We rarely even ever say a word.
I really want to give her everything she deserves
But the bad took away the good.
She thinks that I'm full of it, arguments, always pissed, man I'm tired
Every kiss that i miss, girl you know I'm trying.
You never believe when I say, and I never believe it when you sayI love you, and I shouldn't complain about it
I should take it like a man and walk up out it
Cause we will never be the same, ooh.
I've been standing in gas, and you have been the flame.
I know sorries just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to get through
Got to move this mountain.
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me?
Just leave me be.Just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me.
Just leave me be, ooh.
This must be a slow death that im travelin on
It feels so wrong, I'm barely holdin on
See no matter what it takes, ive gotta get it together (baby yea)
And these hills that im travelin up
She aint showin me love
I'm down on my love
I know sorries just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...It's like moving mountains... hey.
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me?
Just leave me be.Just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me.
Just leave me be, ooh.
this really woke me up.
i know i havent been good lately.
i havent been treating you the way you should.
you deserve the best and i know you just want the best out of me.
lets work this out together.
we started out together with just the two of us.
pls hun.
im truly sorry.
i know im a bitch.
but im telling you.
i love you with all my heart.
i reaalli do.
help me.hun. i need you ryte now.
i would do anything for you. pls. i would do anything to have you here with me ryte now.if u didnt know,im always thinking of you every second when im at and off work.You complete me.
8:00 PM
Baby, we'll be forever.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
im so happy very very happy
im feeling really happy.Yeah i am. seriously...i just dunno why.anyway i just recommended my best working pal ever,lina to my workplace...i really hope she gets the job.they boyfriend has been very lenient and very wonderfully nice to me today. and im just SOOOO excited to meet him later on!!!and everyone says i look like a doll today. hahahahahaha.i know.no need to say..anyway sis came back from austrailia yesterday and she bought so many chocs...and of cos new clothes for me. thankeiw. dont worry your birthday this year i get you Warehouse/ Marc Jacobs. im expecting at least Guess back. hahahaha.so i cant wait for next weekend! Mr Money Banks coming to see me!!! i'll be getting my pay so...SHOPPING with hun. actually i havent shopped with him ever and i hope he makes a great shopping partner.. so he got the whole package then. fine,ill treat u afew tops/ bottoms k? Love ya baby.i miss my cousin..alot. yesterday we had a heart-to-heart talk. it was really nice..i mean i think she's like the best something ever. i mean she's family and she makes a great bestfriend too. i cant wait for you to come back sis.then we'll celebrate our birthday this year big2 k?????i am so in love with him now. God,whatever u did to him. THANK YOU A WHOLE LOT. oh yeah..if im not asking much maybe u can do something to me too...like i dun have a reaction towards something. cos i think thats how i can be really stubborn and egoistic.okay. my armpits smell so badly. i think its able to make an elephant faint.zookeepers,need help?im here.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YUSRY. I miss you alot cousie.
1:15 AM
Baby, we'll be forever.
Monday, August 18, 2008
If only u knew.
i guess the only way out now is to just rant everything in this blog of mine. Work is good.the boyfriend.?seriously, as days goes by. im hanging on a thread. its a matter of letting go or not. Each nyte i get scared of waking up the next day to know he's gone and never coming back. i don't wanna live my life with any regrets..anymore.bt sometimes i wish he really knew how much i really appreciate him and the love he gave me..i dunno if i'll ever be good enuf for him. he doubts the love i have for him. thinking i always have other "people" in my life..i dunno who to turn to ryte now.my cousin is away...and truthfully not having her around is god damm hard.im not sure if i can do this anymore.i dun wanna let go. i cant let go. i dun wanna hurt him.hun,i really love you with all my heart. i want u and i need u badly..but i cant live like this anymore.whatever i do is a mistake to you.if u loved me..u would gulp it all down. just like i did. for you.for US.dont let go of us tonyte. ever. pls. change your ways.this is our last chance to ever know wad we can be.please yusry. please.
12:30 AM
Baby, we'll be forever.
